Thursday, 26 April 2012

Race Week: 16th - 22nd April 2012

M  6.00 miles recovery (7:19mm avge)
T  7.17 miles general aerobic (6:28mm avge)
W 8.06 miles, including 2 miles @ 5:35mm (6:27mm avge)
T  4.09 miles recovery (7:15mm avge)
F  Rest
S  2.15 miles recovery (7:23mm avge)
S  11.95 miles , including 11.48 miles at 5:48mm (5:52mm avge)

Total 39.42 miles (6:31mm avge)

After 119 days, 132 sessions, 1262 miles and a couple of breakthrough races the final 7 days were here. The chance to execute the race plan and deliver what I know I am capable of.

The week involved no sessions to speak of as I really tapered my running down to try to bring myself to a peak for marathon day. As I mentioned last week I was a little concerned that I might have been getting ill but I tried to ignore it in the hope that it would just go but as race week progressed it soon became clear that I was indeed ill. Thursday's recovery run was cut short to 4 miles from 6 as I just felt awful. As Thursday progressed I got worse and worse and I was starting to wake up to the fact that the race probably wasn't going to happen. On waking on Friday I had horrendous flu like symptoms, lethargy, headache, itchy throat, cough and a very tight chest that I called in sick as I was in no shape to go to work, I didn’t even get out of bed until midday! By Friday evening though I started to perk up a little but was certain by this time that I wasn't going to start the race and had told Hania as such. I mean how can someone ill enough to take a day off work on the Friday really be in a position to race a marathon on the Sunday?!?! Maybe I'm just soft!

As the decision not to race had been made, I stopped carb loading and got an early night on Friday. Saturday morning came and although still bunged up and a little bit 'fuzzy' I felt a lot better but still not in a position to race. As the day wore on I continued to improve and decided that I would go for a test jog to see how I felt. Strangely I felt OK. But it was only a two mile jog and  if I was to run on Sunday it would be a different kettle of fish. 26.2 hard racing miles always finds you out if you have a weakness. Anyway, I was coming round to the idea that I would at least start the race but drop out if it really wasn't going as it should. Like I said before racing a marathon is HARD and will find you out, if you're not healthy you simply shouldn't run. Luckily I had Edinburgh marathon booked as a back-up in five weeks time but would make a final decision about racing on race day morning.

I woke at 5:30 had breakfast and decided I would go to Blackheath to start the race. It is an honour to run in the London marathon, so many 10,000s would love to but never get the opportunity and even if I expected not to finish it would be silly not to take the opportunity to have a fun training run. :-)

Lining up just a row behind the elites is incredible, they really are different beings. Awesome to see and an absolute privilege to be in the same race as them. The plan was simple then. Go out, get to race pace as soon as I could and see how it felt and make a decision from there. Within the first quarter of a mile I was conscious that it felt quite hard. Not a good sign!

Anyway crack on.... After a mile and a half I had categorically decided that I would be dropping out of the race. I caught up with my mate Ben Shearer who was gunning for sub 2:30 (we had been planning to run together) and told him that I was going to drop out and wished him well. He nailed the time by the way with a 2:29:40. So now the decision was that I would run to Bermondsey (11.5miles) where Hania, Mia, my Dad and Step-Mum Anne would be. No pressure now, just enjoy it. So I did, I had a fantastic time. Anthony Jackson, a guy from a Kent club caught up with me who wanted to be paced at 5:45 per mile so I did this for a couple of miles before telling him that I wanted to back off. Looks like he managed to keep that pace to the end so I got him in a good rhythm. :-)

I had great fun, high-fiving the kids at the side of the road, showboating to the crowd at the Cutty Sark and even stopping for a bit of a chat with a friend of mine who was out to watch the race.

As I approached Bermondsey I was a little saddened that I was to drop out because London Marathon is such an amazing experience and dropping out where I planned to arguably missed out the most iconic bit of the course, Tower Bridge. I told myself that I could run around to the end and still do a reasonable time in the region of 2:35-2:40 but at what cost? What would be the point? I know I can run that fast as I've done it before and I still wasn't completely better. I wasn't in full health. No, stopping was the bravest but most sensible thing to do. So I did. I stepped off the road and gave my daughter a big hug. She didn’t seem too happy at all the commotion!

So onwards and upwards and now to focus on Edinburgh Marathon on 27th May. I have been thinking about how best to shape my training ahead of Edinburgh given I have already tapered and have come to the conclusion that the best thing to do is to gradually increase the mileage this week and ensure I am completely better before embarking on a couple of big mileage weeks again followed by a c10 day taper. I will do less VO2 Max stuff in this period compared to the weeks preceding London as I feel I need to go back and re-bake the cake a bit more rather than continue to add icing.

I said some weeks ago that training and running a marathon is hardly ever straightforward. And so it proved! I have no regrets that I started the race, and no disappointments that I didn’t finish. I am a very lucky man in all aspects of my life so I will not be beaten by a minor set-back along the way - I will come back stronger and ready for the challenge again. My only sadness from this year's London Marathon is that a young lady went to race on Sunday and tragically didn’t go home, dying just a few hundred metres from the finish. Stories like this really puts everything in perspective and I only hope that her family can take comfort that she died doing something that she loved. Her legacy will be that her story has resulted in her posthumously raising £100,000s of money for her chosen charity, The Samaritans.

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